Dearest blog, it's been sort of long hasn't it. This space has become just a venting ground instead of a documentation of my life. I recently found out that my old pictures in this blog were removed and I don't know what's wrong and I can't really be bothered to write in to Google about it, not that they'd help me anyway.
Recently I was made aware of a tricky situation that I should be happy for, but I'm not. Last night I found out about something else through reading a series of text messages and I feel even worse.
The escapist in me is longing to run off to somewhere far. Maybe the states. Maybe Europe. Who knows. Just somewhere real far from here so I don't have to deal with all the influx of emotions. I don't even know what's wrong with me, why am I feeling this way?
It's not like I can talk to anyone about this as well. They wouldn't understand. I don't even understand it myself. Sigh. O Lord, please comfort me :'(
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