Friday, June 08, 2012

Walking Disaster

I really love the Marauder fanfic I'm reading now.

Sometimes, so many bad things happen in your life, you just can't help but to expect more. I'm going to end up like my dad, and the scary thing is, I've accepted it.

My self-esteem is at an all time low right now and I'm so lost. I don't know what to do with my life. I can't help but to feel like I'm going to fail in every single thing in life, because after all, I am the product of a failed relationship. 

What does that say about me? 

"Sorry, Mom, but I don't miss you
Father's no name you deserve
I'm just a kid with no ambitions
Wouldn't come home for the world."

"As far as I can tell
It's just voices in my head
Am I talking to myself?
'Cause I don't know what I just said
Far is where I fell
Maybe I'm better off dead
Am I at the end of nowhere
Is this as good as it gets?"

2 comments:

Novy said...

If you fail in everything you do, how do you make me feel like I have the bestest best friend in the world?

Anonymous said...

'Cause you haven't met other awesomer people, but that's okay. Stick with me k.