It is well.

My suicidal thoughts are back. Help. I don’t even dare to tell anyone anymore because… I don’t want them to know that once again, I want to give up easily. :’(

I don’t know what to do. I’m so stressed out in this r/s. I feel like there’s something inherently wrong with me. And now I feel the stress of breaking up and having to tell everyone why. But we promised to do it as a testimony and I hope I can be a good testimony. I don’t hope that this is how it ends but I can’t seem to like him as much as I should, and I feel trapped :’(

I just really want to die in an accident or something so that I don’t have to deal with this haha. Escapism at its best amirite.