Friday, November 27, 2020

The past month especially has seen me walking in uncharted territories. This morning, and maybe last night, I made a decision (alone) to move on. I was initially worried about the other party's feelings, but honestly this is not something that we can discuss together anyway.

I'll ease into it. We're already halfway there. Give and take another month or two and we wouldn't even see the need to rebuild something out of the ashes of my failures. I know I should feel apologetic right now, but feeling apologetic won't help me move on.

I'll move on first and then we'll see how it goes. I can't find the closure I thought I needed, but I'm aiming towards not needing it. 

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