Sunday, June 28, 2020

5.15PM

I've got a crap load of emotions to sort out and deal with, but I don't know how. Everyone is asking me to do something but nobody is teaching me how. 

I need to rebuild my spiritual life. It's in a state of mess and I know things will just get worse the further I am from God. I'm writing this with a stone cold heart and it scares me. 

You know what, I'mma go take a nap and hopefully feel better about this.

(Today I hit pause on my friendship with my dearest one. I wanted to do it indefinitely because the pain was too much to bear, but a wise friend advised me not to.)

(I must learn how to live without a deep emotional connection to people, it has always been my biggest kryptonite.)

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