The Reason

I'm not a perfect person,

there's many things I wish I didn't do,

but I continue learning, 

I never meant to do those things to you.

And so I have to say before I go,

that I just want you to know

I found the reason for me,

to change who I used to be,

a reason to start over new,

and the reason is you. 

I'm sorry that I hurt you,

it's something I must live with everyday.

And all the pain I put you through, 

I wish that I could take it all away.

My grandfather was having a very bad gastric pain, and he was breathing so heavily and... and I was so scared. I didn't know what to do. And he kept telling me not to worry, like he's the one comforting me instead of the other way 'round.

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I was so so scared..