One of those days where I feel down as hell 'cause of everything. Could be because of the rain, and it could also be the fact that my laptop just crashed on me, and that my scanner's not working, and everything's not going my way.
And of course, I've been thinking way too much, and I've been beating up my mental self rather brutally. One of those not-so-rare days where I feel completely useless, and I feel like I've failed as a human being, and I feel so inferior, and... And I've been thinking like that for the entire day.
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I need to stop doing this to myself, but I can't help it. This is why I like to go out so much, even though it's compromising my studies, and my friends' too. (Now I feel like a selfish person omg fuck fuck fuck) I never have the time to think when I'm with my friends, and I always feel happy.
Oh god I hate myself so much.
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