Already Gone

What's happening homieeeees.

I just got back from Novy's place, and on my long bus ride, I had so many thoughts that would have been blog worthy..

But.. (There's always a but.)

I forgot everything. Argh, so frustrating. Also, I accidentally deleted my entire iTunes library so now I have to put everything back, and I'll lose my play count. Oh well.

Anyway, I'd blog about last night, but I can barely remember what happened, I was so sleepy. I watched TVD's Season 3 finale and bloody hell, it was amazing, mindblowing, and heartbreaking.

EVERYBODY NEEDS TO WATCH THIS EPISODE ASAP IF THEY HAVEN'T, and if you don't watch TVD, go watch it so that you can watch season 3's finale and then understand what I mean.

And.. Novy and I BlackShot for an hour or two, and we were teaming up pretty well. I think it was 1AM or 2AM when we stopped, I don't know, I can't remember. Then she went to do her work, and I tried to give her moral support while lying down.. but the next thing I know, it was morning already.

Shit, I'm so sorry omg. So much for accompanying you )':

So this morning was pretty much a blur too 'cause I'm still feeling pretty lethargic, I don't even know why.

I have this very intense need to do some housekeeping on my laptop, or my room, or anywhere else. I've been sorting out folders and files for the past hour and I still feel weird. I think my mind's telling me I need to clean up something important, and not just physical things.

I don't know what though.

I also feel that I should take a step back.

I also think that I really should have been sorted in Slytherin.

Anyway, grandmother called just now, inviting me back home for her birthday, for a meal. I can't wait! I'm not even going to be staying there, I'll just be there for the day, but I think it'll be a good get away from every painful things here.

I can't wait, I'll be there on the 27th May, and it'll be a Sunday, and it's 4 days away from submission day, but it's alright. Family > Schoolwork.

Sometimes people complain that I spend too much time in Malaysia, like it kind of spoil many plans because of my absence, but guys, they're family. Family that I haven't seen in a long while, so pardon me if I'd like to spend my holidays with them because I don't get to do it as often as most people :)

Right now, nothing else matters, fuck all the pain and all the feelings. I'm going home in a couple of weeks :')

Seriously though, toughen up belle, just get the fuck over it okay? Stop being such a weak fuck.

(Talking to myself always helps yay)